Saturday, October 29, 2011
I haven't felt this way about someone in so long!! I have faith that the future will be bright but i cant help myself from fearing that I will mess it up...like my daunting past...
I know it sounds crazy but....
Putting myself and my heart on the line is the HARDEST thing for me to do... but NOTHING can stop me from doing it for YOU!
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Friday, October 21, 2011
If I had you tied, blindfolded, and gagged, what beautiful thing may I do to you to make you moan and squirm in ecstasy? -Z
Well if im bound, gagged, and blindfolded you get to use me at ur discretion.... But a good top knows how to read the bottoms body language and sounds and pleasure him making him moan and squirm in ecstasy.
WTF!?! well if im tied up neither would happen and if you are busy with a timer or score card ur not focusing on the sex and it would be horrible either way.... so leve them alone and GET TO THE FUCKING!!
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Thanx Scottie B for having me!!
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Take pics with the men in fetish gear, the people walking around naked, getting some new gear nd participating in the pornstar twister at the steamworks booth.... and any other kinky fun that i happen to come across... lord knows that you dont have to go far for that LOL!
This time it was Jesse's turn....
His hands were tied together and hoisted into the air. Leo started out with a the red flogger and used that for a min. then he went on to a single tail (Whip). Now i know i don't like stinging feelings and that packed a mean punch!! Jesse took it like a champ!! He even had another pornstar from kink come over and start working on him as well. After a little while of that we took him down. and got a little more rest time. watching people take their turns on the St. Andrews cross and doing other random acts of kink all around.
We made our way back to the Ragging stallion booth so that Leo and Jesse could sign some autographs and see their fans. We met up with the LOGP (Ladies Of Gay Porn) while at the booth and i got some time to get to know them. They are an amazing group of women who support us so much THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!! Along with all of them I also ran into Tommy Defendi, Blake Daniels, Element Eclipse, Tony Buff, Chirs Yosef, Tom Wolfe, JP Richards, Craig Reynolds, and a bunch more!!
Being in the Middle of the fair and having to Piss is never a good situation...
Unless your surrounded by Piss lovers!! I'm Standing next to Tamara (gpcrush), April (sgfansean), Amy (ajbee), and Tom Wolfe I have to Piss like a race horse... so my first instinct is to find someone wearing yellow. so i went on a mini search around the booth. I found One... and what he told me shocked me!! " i don't really want it" WAIT WHAT!?!?!?! Why are you at a fetish event Flagging a color that you don't want??? this is what Folsom has come to?? I dont know about these guys anymore??? is this just a fashion statement?? do u not understand that all of this MEANS something?? but enought with the rant now... i have to pee... So i see Jesse Santana Piss in a cup and i think i guess that will work. April grabs me a cup and Tamara grabs her video camera and tom helos me hold it and i pis into the used dirty beer cup. As i reach the top of the cup (yes i really ahd to pee) i hold it up and say "anybody want it" and this older guy walks up and says yes i do and grabbed the cup from my hand and drinks the whole thing while walking away! AMAZING!!! P.S Tamara I still Need the Video!!
After all of that craziness and a little bit more...
The boys and i went back to the Kink.com Stage for one last show. Leo Bound my hands together and tied my feet together at the ankles he put me on my hands and knees and flogged my back once again using his red and black flogger. My back is still sore from the Bound in public event two days before so the sting for the flogger really took hold. Then another pornstar from Kink came in front of me and was smacking my back and ashing on my back while Leo was spanking my ass with his hand. He then tied my hands to the rope on my ankles and had my cheek on the ground and my ass up in the air and continued to spank and flog my ass. Then he flipped me over onto my back and dragged me across the stage then to the back of the stage where he pushed my limits even more. He continued to spank my ass with his hand and smack my face i reached the point where i started to fight him back. He would smack my or twist my nipples and i would try and push him away from me and grunt loudly and fight. This was out of character for me and surprised me but i had no control over it. As he continued when I got a hold of myself and stopped fighting back he untied my hands and ankles and gave me a big hug. Such a rush of emotions in such a short amount of time... it was a little overwhelming but it felt great to have them all released with genuine passion. I had never felt that with anyone ever before.
I had such an amazing folsom experience this year. I havent been to folsom in a few years and was ready to see so many things and people.... guess what Life had Other Plans!!!
This is how is started......
The weekend started off with a First Class trip from LAX to SFO on Virgin America... I know have been spoiled and nothing else will seem right ever again LOL!! but i had a cocktail before the plane even left the gate. and a meal with Internet.. our flight was only 45 min.... AMAZING!! other companies can barely get u one drink in that time....UGH! hahaha But on to the fun stuff!!
I was so excited to be staying with Leo Forte for my trip! It had been so long since we had seen each other! As soon as I walk into Leo's apartment im greeted by him and Tony Hunter In bondage, just finished a lesson on boot shining. The next thing i know I'm stripped down to my jockstrap and my legs are bound and i have a face guard on and learning how walk truly like a puppy... I loved it, What a welcome!!
went to the gym then to mr S leather more nastypig gear YAY!!
Apparently that fact that i wasn't making much of any sounds or moving after being struck by the flogger surprised people. I was asked by many members of the audience "Did it Hurt?" "How were you able to take that and not move?" "Did you enjoy that?" My answer is this. Yes i enjoyed that, Very Much! while getting flogged on my back i am able to feel the pain but more so my adrenaline and endorphin's taking over my body and the warm feeling on my back all combining to bring me a pleasure sensation. I also like the sound of the Thud that is makes hitting my back.
Leo also asked me similar questions... then took it as a challenge.... more on that later...