Saturday, October 29, 2011


I haven't felt this way about someone in so long!! I have faith that the future will be bright but i cant help myself from fearing that I will mess it my daunting past...

I know it sounds crazy but....

Putting myself and my heart on the line is the HARDEST thing for me to do... but NOTHING can stop me from doing it for YOU!

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

I got my taint pierced

Well I've wanted to get some body work done and tonite it finally happened!

I pierced my taint!

It didn't hurt...

Here's a pic :-) I have to upload the video of it later

Friday, October 21, 2011

What the best part of being a pup?

The best part is letting go and just focusing on ur animal instincts and getting rewards for doing good things.

ASK ME ANYTHING The dirtier the better!

If I had you tied, blindfolded, and gagged, what beautiful thing may I do to you to make you moan and squirm in ecstasy? -Z

Well if im bound, gagged, and blindfolded you get to use me at ur discretion.... But a good top knows how to read the bottoms body language and sounds and pleasure him making him moan and squirm in ecstasy.

ASK ME ANYTHING The dirtier the better!

During sex events, do you use an egg timer or a score card system?

WTF!?! well if im tied up neither would happen and if you are busy with a timer or score card ur not focusing on the sex and it would be horrible either way.... so leve them alone and GET TO THE FUCKING!!

ASK ME ANYTHING The dirtier the better!

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Cocktails With The Stars 10.5.11

I had so much fun doing Cocktails With The Stars with Dominik Rider. 
Thanx Scottie B for having me!!

Here are some pics of Dominik And I  Durring the show

We plaayed Truth or Dare... Dominik was dared to rape me

One of my Truth questions was what was my most used sex toy...
                                                                   my reply was My Puppy Tail
Then Scottie B wanted Domink to walk me around as a Pup.
We were discussing the size of our nipples

Dominik and I after he walked me like a dog

 Why is Dominik alwyas the first one to get naked LOL 

Licking my lips about to eat that ass... well at least get a little taste lol we cant have Scottie Loose his job hehe

Click here for some more great pics from Larry

I would like to thank everyone who came out on our first winter day and showed us some love!! Kyle, Trent, Larry, Brooklyn, Clinton, Adam, Leo, Esteban, Milo, Kyler(aka Ling Ling) 
and Everyone else who was there!! 


So as I Said i was more than ready to tear up the Street fair... 
Take pics with the men in fetish gear, the people walking around naked, getting some new gear nd participating in the pornstar twister at the steamworks booth.... and any other kinky fun that i happen to come across... lord knows that you dont have to go far for that LOL!

But that's NOT what happened!!           

Leo, Jesse and I made our first stop at the Ragging Stallion booth. I was introduced to some of the guys and gave hugs to the pornstars that were there giving out autographs to their fans.

Then we quckly made way to the booth and Stage. We changed and went on to the stage. there was already a scene goin on so we took the back half of the stage and Leo started to tie me up with a rope harness on my waist and legs. He then tied me to the metal ring and hoisted me in the air. suspending me from my legs while i hung upside down. He pulled out his Red and black flogger. I knew that it was thinner than the blue wich meant it would sting more but i wasnt prepared for what happened next

He told me to grab my feet behind me... then i realized he was going to Flog my chest. I had never done this before. This is where he took the opportunity to embrase the challenge that I had mentioned before. With the first few thuds of the flogger i was grunting and moving around. His First responce was what happened i thought you didnt make sounds as he let out a laugh and let the flogger hit my skin again. He continued flogging me and we gave the audience a little show before they needed the whole stage.. Being upside down definitely changed everything..I had a harder time focusing on the feelings of endorphin's and adrenaline.. and the smaller flogger was defiantly more or a stinger and i personally like the thud feeling better. so yes there was way more grunting and moving than before but i held my own and tried and learned something new. 

Wolf Hudson  made an appearance and smacked me around a little

Taking a small break I got to take pics with some more guys I know from LA and some with some people I didnt know at all I got to see my brother Thorn... then back on stage we went ....

This time it was Jesse's turn....
 His hands were tied together and hoisted into the air. Leo started out with a the red flogger and used that for a min. then he went on to a single tail (Whip). Now i know i don't like stinging feelings and that packed a mean punch!! Jesse took it like a champ!! He even had another pornstar from kink come over and start working on him as well.  After a little while of that we took him down. and got a little more rest time. watching people take their turns on the St. Andrews cross and doing other random acts of kink all around.

We made our way back to the Ragging stallion booth so that Leo and Jesse could sign some autographs and see their fans. We met up with the LOGP (Ladies Of Gay Porn)  while at the booth and i got some time to get to know them. They are an amazing group of women who support us so much THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!  Along with all of them I also ran into Tommy Defendi, Blake Daniels, Element Eclipse, Tony Buff, Chirs Yosef, Tom Wolfe, JP Richards, Craig Reynolds, and a bunch more!!

Being in the Middle of the fair and having to Piss is never a good situation... 
Unless your surrounded by Piss lovers!! I'm Standing next to Tamara (gpcrush), April (sgfansean), Amy (ajbee), and Tom Wolfe  I have to Piss like a race horse... so my first instinct is to find someone wearing yellow. so i went on a mini search around the booth. I found One... and what he told me shocked me!! " i don't really want it" WAIT WHAT!?!?!?! Why are you at a fetish event Flagging a color that you don't want??? this is what Folsom has come to?? I dont know about these guys anymore??? is this just a fashion statement?? do u not understand that all of this MEANS something?? but enought with the rant now... i have to pee... So i see Jesse Santana Piss in a cup and  i think i guess that will work. April grabs me a cup and Tamara grabs her video camera and tom helos me hold it and i pis into the used dirty beer cup. As i reach the top of the cup (yes i really ahd to pee) i hold it up and say "anybody want it" and this older guy walks up and says yes i do and grabbed the cup from my hand and drinks the whole thing while walking away! AMAZING!!! P.S Tamara I still Need the Video!!

After all of that craziness and a little bit more...
The boys and i went back to the Stage for one last show. Leo Bound my hands together and tied my feet together at the ankles he put me on my hands and knees and flogged my back once again using his red and black flogger. My back is still sore from the Bound in public event two days before so the sting for the flogger really took hold. Then another pornstar from Kink came in front of me and was smacking my back and ashing on my back while Leo was spanking my ass with his hand. He then tied my hands to the rope on my ankles and had my cheek on the ground and my ass up in the air and continued to spank and flog my ass. Then he flipped me over onto my back and dragged me across the stage then to the back of the stage where he pushed my limits even more. He continued to spank my ass with his hand and smack my face i reached the point where i started to fight him back. He would smack my or twist my nipples and i would try and push him away from me and grunt loudly and fight. This was out of character for me and surprised me but i had no control over it. As he continued when I got a hold of myself and stopped fighting back he untied my hands and ankles and gave me a big hug. Such a rush of emotions in such a short amount of time... it was a little overwhelming but it felt great to have  them all released with genuine passion. I had never felt that with anyone ever before.




Bound, Beaten, Bloodied, and Bruised...
That is how I spent my Folsom, with the ones I care about doing the things I love and sharing it with the world. Not what I had planned at ALL but I wouldn't have changed any moment of it for ANYTHING!!


I had such an amazing folsom experience this year. I havent been to folsom in a few years and was ready to see so many things and people.... guess what Life had Other Plans!!!

but it worked out great!!

This is how is started......

The weekend started off with a First Class trip from LAX to SFO on Virgin America... I know have been spoiled and nothing else will seem right ever again LOL!! but i had a cocktail before the plane even left the gate. and a meal with Internet.. our flight was only 45 min.... AMAZING!! other companies can barely get u one drink in that time....UGH! hahaha But on to the fun stuff!!

I was so excited to be staying with Leo Forte for my trip! It had been so long since we had seen each other! As soon as I walk into Leo's apartment im greeted by him and Tony Hunter In bondage, just finished a lesson on boot shining. The next thing i know I'm stripped down to my jockstrap and my legs are bound and i have a face guard on and learning how walk truly like a puppy... I loved it, What a welcome!!

went to the gym then to mr S leather more nastypig gear YAY!!

as soon as we got out side
 Leo Collard me with a beautiful chain & lock 
My tail was wagging like CRAZY!!! 
You can see me showing it off in the pics below.

...and speaking of Mr S we went to a folsom pre party and i saw this great sign

But before i get carried away....
Leo and I went to a live taping at for Bound In Public at the armory.  I enjoyed the show and got a feel for how things went.. as it was my first time, but it was right up my alley. Being bound, gagged and/or blindfolded for the tops to enjoy!! A little while longer Van came and told us start a scene. Leo automatically pulled out his rope and began tiying up may hands and hoisting them into the air. He pulled out his black and blue flogger and started to flog my back.He started off gently, i wasn't reacting with any grunting sounds or recoiling much after his strikes. So, he went harder... and then harder. Still no sounds or movement... I just took it, every heavy hitting thud that he gave me. When he was finished he pointed out that he had drawn blood and my response was "its felt so good". A model came up and asked to be flogged by Leo and he took me down, tied him up and gave him he same beating that he had just  given me. sitting talking to the crowd i was able to get a video and pic.

Apparently that fact that i wasn't making much of any sounds or moving after being struck by the flogger surprised people. I was asked by many members of the audience "Did it Hurt?" "How were you able to take that and not move?" "Did you enjoy that?" My answer is this. Yes i enjoyed that, Very Much!  while getting flogged on my back i am able to feel the pain but more so my adrenaline and endorphin's taking over my body and the warm feeling on my back all combining to bring me a pleasure sensation. I also like the sound of the Thud that is makes hitting my back.

Leo also asked me similar questions... then took it as a challenge.... more on that later...

Back to the Folsom pre party with the great Mr S Sign...
 in the upstairs loft in San Francisco with an amazing views of the downtown skyline and the bay bridge designed exquisitely chique was a group of Frisco's elite, men in leather harnesses and jockstraps and other fetish gear. While enjoying the champagne and hors d'oeuvres Leo and I met up with our good friend Thorn, and i finally got to see Jesse Santana again! Leo collard Jesse as well and we were one big happy bunch! there was people getting suspended in doorways and ballroom dancing in the living room. What a great time with great people!

The Next Big Event we all went to was the Ragging Stallion/ Falcon Party.
Leo and I met up with Tony Buff, Chris Yosef, Tony hunter, thorn, and Jesse Santana and headed over to the Mezzanine. This was my first big introduction to being apart of the family. I so honored to be apart of these amazing guys i cant wait to learn from all of them!! While at the party I ran into some familiar faces and met some new hotties!!! here the pics

I had such a great time with the everyone!! we went to Powerhouse after this is was crazy packed! stayed for a minute ran into some more people i knew had a few drinks then went home to rest for FOLSOM the next day.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011


Come join me this Wednesday Oct 5th from 7 to 10 pm at Micky's in WEHO for Cocktails with the stars. — withDominik Rider.